disappointment, really? must you exist?

I realize disappointment is spelled wrong here, but still, you get the point...and if you don't- buzz off.

 

I hate being disappointed. I freaking HATE it. Today I have been trying to figure out if its worse to be disappointed in someone else or yourself. For the sake of your eyes, my heart and making peoples choices public, I wont go into details but being disappointed in someone has to be one of the worst of the emotions we experience. I cant decide if we as people hold too high of expectations for others or if we just don't fully understand the reality of some people and or their situations? Maybe its both, maybe we don't know people like we think we do, maybe we don't understand them as who they really are so then we are disappointed in who we thought they were, but then why did we think they were different than they really are in the first place? Are you following me? There has to be an explanation for this, there has to be some sort of way to stop creating these expectations. Are they unrealistic expectations? Or are people just immature assholes. 

I don't know.

disappointment, go %^&* yourself.