A year and a half with you was way too long and I don't know why it took me so long to realize you are a such nasty, nasty, horrible person. You play such an innocent, kind, loving person but you are ugly. In fact, you are the ugliest person I know.
I regret it all and I want to take it all back. I look at my time with you as wasted. Yes, wasted. Time I will never get back. Time I thought I was someone I wasn't and you were someone you most certainly weren't / aren't... The only thing I am thankful for is how strong you made me, but, I won't ever thank you for it. You don't deserve any satisfaction, from me especially.
Moving on has never felt better. I am only sad it took me so long to realize all of these things. It can only go up from here, someday you will be a faint, hardly painful memory. Someday I will be at peace with all of this and I will forgive you. Your actions- and only because if I don't I know I will suffer and you will be on doing whatever or whoever it is you do. The only peace I have is knowing someday you will get yours, and hey, if you don't, I am a stronger person and I learned a lot about myself and what I want.
Enough of you, you've wasted enough of my time.
Isn't this piercing amazing?! I WANT it. Like now.
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